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Sometimes what I feel and what is real are entirely different. What I feel may not be what is factual or real. Sometimes I question the objectivity in any statement made by anybody. Isn't our objectivity still influenced by our own biaseness? ? ?
I don't know. Unless our objectivity is based on facts and not presented after our own intepretation - it is still subjective I feel.

I think I am not making sense but that's alright. Welcome to my complex mind. Not complex for some but quite complex to me.

Lord, when? When are you sending me out? - God says his timing is perfect. I will not look at situations or circumstances. I've surrender myself to Him. I feel so passionate towards mission until I can't tell whether this passion is from God or from myself anymore. I just surrender.

When the preacher, John Elliot came and gave the charge. My heart was so moved but I know I have surrendered to God too many times. I stood where I was and I told the Lord, Lord, you know my heart.

Accept the limitations of people. Anyone. Nobody's perfect. Dump the ideals. Love and accept.

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