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Missions Rededicated

Yesterday, Pastor Ross Paterson came and spoke to us at church. It was a time for me I felt to rededicate to God my life to mission. I have always sensed that call but the question is "WHEN". I had wanted to respond first to the altar ministry but I went up to pray for Veron. I just sensed God leading me there. The moment I prayed for her, words just flowed and I knew God was speaking to her heart as much as God was speaking to me. She felt the tangible presence of God, the heat and all that and I thank God for allowing me to experience his presence in such a real way.

When it came to my turn to be prayed for, it was a reassurance and voice from God. One particular thing that spoke to me was she prayed, "When the time comes, you will know and it will be very clear to you." I instantly could identify with what that meant. In my life, I have been very CLEAR in 2 areas. 1. To resign from my job and enter bible school at age 23, 2. To leave my former church which I had attended for 10 years almost 4 years ago. I knew the next time when God calls me to mission, long term, it will be clear.

The speaker's wife also prayed for my child that God will be with me in the whole delivery process and also she will be born with a sense of God's purpose and call. Just as Samuel in the bible was born with that call of God. Never thought of that and never made that as a prayer myself but yesterday, I also dedicated her to the Lord and may I truly be one who will lead her to know her call.

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